It Hurts

it hurts
every time you don't believe
for all i've ever told you
is only truth
i am forced
to sit back and watch
as my life crumbles away
with no way to save it
only one has the power
but fate does not wish it
watching
as everything goes wrong
to speak falsely of you
would be committing suicide 
i can not live without you
withdrawals are hard to deal with
did you simply assume
put in it not a single thought
you knew me to well
not to think
that you have committed murder