No Hope

no house to go home to
I've burned it down
no family to love
I've scared them away
no friends
I've broken them all
no tears left
they've all been shed
no dreams to be had
they've all been  distorted  
no hope to hold to
there is no where left to go
no life to live
depression has consumed me



you should eat potatos
~ricky

Sleepless

four years
speechless silence
presence of hatred
becomes a grain of sand
stuck in the throat
causing pain to every breathe
everything is turning in to regret
when all is forgotten but
the miracle of life
perhaps...
will be a prayer to
the stars
and a thought of what could have been
will remain as a
burden inside the chambers
of the heart
so many reasons to dream
yet
no reason to sleep

Roses are Red, Violets are Blue

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I want to kill myself
Because I miss you

I told you my secrets
Everything was okay
Until that one fateful day
We worked things out
But they were never the same
It's upsetting to find
I was only a piece of your game
Now I don't matter
You must be broken
For you haven't heard
A single word I've said
So I'll sit behind you
And watch you walk away
With me feeling hurt
With no will to stay
But I will always be here
Just in case you need me
But what would you need me for
When you have a whole world to see
That's complete without me

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Call me crazy
But I'll always love you